yesterday...having marketing test..
actually i had prepare well 4 tat test.. i had study the entire chapter tat the lecturer had giving..
bt before the test started.. i find myself nervous. . fearful.. of tat test..
nt as other test the i really had tat confident to do it..
during the test.. i feel really presure n lack of confident of wat i am doing...
actually i had read throught the whole chapter bt i din really pay full concentrate while reading it..
i knew wat is my weaknesses bt yet i still din avoid it..
this is wat i am saying .. am stupid i..
the day i study 4 mine exam.. i could nt concentrate well.. i use to think of something else.. n as such .. i rite through other reading material ..doing other thing.. n dare also to watch movie.... actually i knw ..i am nt reading it as tat detail... bt i take is as >> still a lot if time.. take it easy >> n the time were juz pass by...
huh.. so is rite to me to knew it.... i dit a big big mistake.. 2 of the question.. i get it wrong..!!n it should be correct 4 me... coz i knw the rite answer bt yet i still get it wrong..
1 of the question is drawing a drawing a diagram of market process.....
the time i answer tis question ..i din think properly n straight away give answer...of wat i knew is... there is a "diagram" there.. n the note were juz a process tat is strategic process...which juz tat of provided a drawing diagram...
so ...without further thinking .. i drw out the diagram....
until i get home .. i suddenly thought wat i din was a wrong 1... tis make me......so sad n wrath.. as well as the other question .. it should be correct . as i din n read it before bt yet..........................haizzzz..
bt today .. i was quite relieve frm tat kind of feeling as thinking ..wat a unless person as i 4 being tat stupid... n tis was also my 1st time tat i had turn into such kind of "emotion".. n tis was also omy first time of being so care bout my test ..exam..
thinking of happen..again.. i feel tat .. all kind of hindrance n difficult.. >>behind is a plan , a way , a teaching frm god.. for me of wat i am doing is in a rite way..
as i tell myself .. i won let tis .. to defeat me again.. >> tis is wat i vow of..