Saturday, November 29, 2008

bad day

yesterday...having marketing test..
actually i had prepare well 4 tat test..  i had study the entire chapter tat the lecturer had giving..
bt before the test started..  i find myself nervous. . fearful.. of tat test..
nt as other test the i really had tat confident to do it..

during the test.. i feel really presure n lack of confident of wat i am doing...
actually i had read throught the whole chapter bt i din really pay full concentrate while reading it..

i knew wat is my weaknesses bt yet i still din avoid it.. 
this is wat i am saying .. am stupid  i..
the day i study 4 mine exam.. i could nt concentrate well.. i use to think of something else..  n as such .. i rite through other reading material ..doing other thing..  n dare also to watch movie....  actually i knw ..i am nt reading it as tat detail...  bt i take is as >> still a lot if time.. take it easy >> n the time were juz pass by...
huh.. so is rite to me to knew it....  i dit a big big mistake..  2 of the question.. i get it wrong..!!n it should be correct 4 me... coz i knw the rite answer bt yet i still get it wrong..

1 of the question is drawing  a drawing a diagram of market process.....
the time i answer tis question ..i din think properly n straight away give answer...of wat i knew is...  there is a "diagram" there.. n the note were juz  a process tat is strategic process...which juz tat of provided a drawing diagram...

so ...without further  thinking .. i drw out the diagram....

until i get home .. i suddenly thought wat  i din was a wrong 1... tis make me......so sad n wrath..  as well as the other question ..  it should be correct . as i din n read it before bt yet..........................haizzzz..

bt today .. i was quite relieve frm tat kind of feeling as thinking ..wat a unless person as i 4 being tat stupid...   n tis was also my 1st time tat i had turn into such kind of "emotion".. n tis was also omy first time of being so care bout my test ..exam..  

thinking of happen..again..  i feel tat .. all kind  of hindrance n difficult..  >>behind is a plan , a way , a teaching frm god..  for me of wat i am  doing is in a rite way..

as i tell myself ..  i won let tis .. to defeat me again..   >> tis is wat i vow of..    


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

..busy day..

again i miss up.. on wroting blog
..
is really buzy n time juz pass by .. n nw the mid term test is coming very very soon//
hai... if there is 48 hour a day.. hw good it is..

sometime .. as i plan to do thing .. revision .. in the particular day ..
bt it has never go according to wat i plan..
because of the time..// haiz..

without acknowledge the time juz pass by..//
maybe as if i din nt plan of good manage in time..

GOD.. slow down the time ....///////