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finally i my blog^^

2009-03-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

wow.. is a new sem.. is a new beginning.. is a new life.. old things had pass n it seem a change in my life..
It tis short sem break of sem 2 ..i had din many things.. i had meet some of my fren n manage to date them out to chat.. applying our old, wonderful memories.. hwevery.. i feel sad .. coz same of my secondary fren say tat i had nt stay contact wif them 4 quite a long time..
they say i become proud n don wan to mix wif them as get to find new fren le..

i feel really sad n hurt.. i had never been blame as worst as such.. they seem don wan to msg me .. n stay contact wif me.. here.. i won like to say tat.. i doesnt mean tat.. n i had never forget all of u.. i juz really cnt contact n meet u all in once.. ^4 me .. whosover my fren .. eventhough i seldom meet u all.. bt all of the memories will forever store in my mind.. n i will never never forget u all.. n i am always the same yesterday..today.. n forever.. my attitude toward fren will never change.. n fren is always the same..^

ahya... in tis holliday .. i meet someone special.. n i had never ever think of both of us cn be together .. it seem dream comes true.. finally .. we ..........

ah.. tis is oso i gv someone my love fully.. n i wish my love is giving to the correct person..

happy day

2008-12-09T09:57:00.000-08:00

wooooohh... i feel happy ..really happy.. 2day as my classmate celebrate my birthday..n actually bring surprise 4 me..

i thought 2day is 9 of dec. n mine birth is on 10th.. n i am in daren house discussing assignment..

n suddenly i notice more n more ppl gather there... n i din kw anything bout tat.. coz orange say they wan to go 4 supper..>>haizzz.. is really a cheater..

then when the time i go out ..they sing birthday song n is quite a surprise 4 me ..huhh..

n after tat i receive many massage of greeting me..

thanks all of u .. i feel greatful.. ..

2day birthday celebration is nt only 4 me ..bt also 4 my good fren ..kynwen.. his birthday is delay as is on weekend.. n we both 2day are birthday boy..haha

n i am nw 18.. n no more teenage.. haha

as wish frm xue wei.. jia yu in study..

thanks 4 other wish too..>>>^.^

bad day

2008-11-29T04:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday...having marketing test..

actually i had prepare well 4 tat test.. i had study the entire chapter tat the lecturer had giving..

bt before the test started.. i find myself nervous. . fearful.. of tat test..

nt as other test the i really had tat confident to do it..

during the test.. i feel really presure n lack of confident of wat i am doing...

actually i had read throught the whole chapter bt i din really pay full concentrate while reading it..

i knew wat is my weaknesses bt yet i still din avoid it..

this is wat i am saying .. am stupid i..

the day i study 4 mine exam.. i could nt concentrate well.. i use to think of something else.. n as such .. i rite through other reading material ..doing other thing.. n dare also to watch movie.... actually i knw ..i am nt reading it as tat detail... bt i take is as >> still a lot if time.. take it easy >> n the time were juz pass by...

huh.. so is rite to me to knew it.... i dit a big big mistake.. 2 of the question.. i get it wrong..!!n it should be correct 4 me... coz i knw the rite answer bt yet i still get it wrong..

1 of the question is drawing a drawing a diagram of market process.....

the time i answer tis question ..i din think properly n straight away give answer...of wat i knew is... there is a "diagram" there.. n the note were juz a process tat is strategic process...which juz tat of provided a drawing diagram...

so ...without further thinking .. i drw out the diagram....

until i get home .. i suddenly thought wat i din was a wrong 1... tis make me......so sad n wrath.. as well as the other question .. it should be correct . as i din n read it before bt yet..........................haizzzz..

bt today .. i was quite relieve frm tat kind of feeling as thinking ..wat a unless person as i 4 being tat stupid... n tis was also my 1st time tat i had turn into such kind of "emotion".. n tis was also omy first time of being so care bout my test ..exam..

thinking of happen..again.. i feel tat .. all kind of hindrance n difficult.. >>behind is a plan , a way , a teaching frm god.. for me of wat i am doing is in a rite way..

as i tell myself .. i won let tis .. to defeat me again.. >> tis is wat i vow of..

..busy day..

2008-11-12T03:48:00.000-08:00

again i miss up.. on wroting blog
..
is really buzy n time juz pass by .. n nw the mid term test is coming very very soon//
hai... if there is 48 hour a day.. hw good it is..

sometime .. as i plan to do thing .. revision .. in the particular day ..
bt it has never go according to wat i plan..
because of the time..// haiz..

without acknowledge the time juz pass by..//
maybe as if i din nt plan of good manage in time..

GOD.. slow down the time ....///////

finally i wrote my blog

2008-10-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

finally.. i begin my 1st blog.. here .. after my after my sem 1 break..
time juz pass by.. i cn feel tzt like everything juz suddenly pass by ... i could juz say.. time is precious..
nw is already sem 2..
actually those subject in sem 2 is more to memorising..juz like history...
one of the subject which i pay more attention in is web page design..
i like tis subject bt it doenst seem tat easy... coz i hate read especially facing the computer..
ah.....the wording is small n willl actually get u blur ...ah/..
bt it is quite interesting...
__hope i cant do well in tis subject..

computer study test

2008-09-12T02:01:00.000-07:00

ah ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!!!!!!! y .. y again i miss out something//.. y again i make careless mistake//...

one of the part in question2 is calculation.. n i get 2 answer it correctly.. but after the test i yelled loudly... coz i miss out the step of the calculation... wat a careless mistake made by me again... y again.... the lecturer always remind during the class... bt yet i still forget to calculate it out..

if i had the change to test again.... i will do a full n complete calculation for it..ahahahaahhahaha...

the first day having exam

2008-09-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

my first subject test.. english.. 2day is my unforgetable day of being careless on answering the section C of my test.. i really hate myself on doing such mistake tat should be avoid in test.. a very simple question yet i din it wrong .. maybe i am too panic during answering the question.. but anyhw i din blame myself of being tat.. coz tis can be prove tat wat i had prepare is nt sufficient n my effort is nt enough.. i please to get tis as a punishment..

2008-08-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

as a conclusion.. all my fren buli me.. accept.. my tutor .. who wish me 2 hv a good spirit always..

>> i promise.. i will do so.. n is the same yesterday, 2day, n forever....>>

weekend

2008-08-16T03:09:00.000-07:00

tis weekend i get 2 travel 2 penang 2gether wif 1 of my fren.. actually we r following our classmate which staying around penang there.. more relax n leisure time 4 me 2 get away from a stress n pressure town > here .. I went shoping wif my fren n he actually bring us 2 few pet shop which reputed 2 be the largest n famous one.. nw i get 2 know the knowledge bout all those pet n is quite a new experience 4 me too... tis is the second time i came 2 my fren house ..daren.. quite fun n all his family members r really friendly..

somehw nw i cant feel tat really relaxing hour because of my final test.. which coming very soon.. i hope tat god may undertake my coming test.. n would gv me the courage n will to study hard.. praise the lord>>

Gua Tempurung

2008-08-12T00:44:00.000-07:00

ashameful day

2008-08-11T20:10:00.000-07:00

i feel really ashame 2day.. during the public speaking lession.. my classmate actually make fun of me by saying something,...... which make me feel embarrass... haiz.... lolz... ..haiz...... i feel sad.. n regret after the lecture distribute the mid term test marks... i did do well in tis mid term test.. n maybe i din put full effort on it.. i promise myself will be more concern bout my study n do well in my final test...

talk show

2008-07-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

2day.. having a talk show.. feel great as tis is the 1st time presenting.. n also get a 'not bad' command from the tutor. i think wat we get 2day is up 2 wat we had done yesterday. Yesterday our group really puting afford n actually present until midnight bout two.. we really out of time.. because the show we prepare the day before is unacceptable.. juz in time n sudden i hv an idea cm into my mind.. using video clip n sitting surrounded 2gether by performing it.. .. and i don think i had no any regret by then ..

buzy life

2008-07-21T04:40:00.000-07:00

buzy buzy buzy.... time go very fast.. n yet still hv many things din done yet..
nt only need 2 study .. bt also many assignment tat need 2 handup in time.. presentation.. talk show.. ahahahahahaha.. died.. .. feeling unwell nw days... many burdens .. haiz...

unforgetable day in kampar

2008-07-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

second week exam... still feel stress .. worry... one of my fren fetch me 2 skol the day exam..
after my exam.. i feel sad .. maybe i din do it well .. or i din really put affort on it.. many thing tat i had

2008-07-11T00:49:00.000-07:00

2008-06-21T00:19:00.000-07:00

presentation_group members

2008-06-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

deliver speech (public speaking)

2008-06-16T20:11:00.000-07:00

new experience

2008-06-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

well...well...well >>2day 1 gain a new experience for standing infront of a crowd .. deliver a talk n 4 about 30 ppl listening 2 my talk.. actually i din expect n nt dare to give such a talk .. anyway.. 2day i din it... bt i still cant speak out smoothly in my pronunciation .. i hope tat i cn improve well n can speak fluent n confidently in my english talk... 2day i can say tat i feel great n fun to hv an opportunity 2 give a talk..>>

End of the 1st week

2008-05-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

the 1st week pass through juz a click of eye.. nw the tough week is coming 4 me to face n go through.. next week might be less of time 4 me 2 relax .. because my tutorial class will start begin on next week.. n the bad new 4 me is ..i hv class on friday... sad...>>

the last day schooling tis week

2008-05-29T02:18:00.000-07:00

2day is the last of tis week i go 2 skol... following day.. friday,saturday,sunday might be my holiday... 2day i go skol by bus 2gether with one of mine fren which stay juz a stone throw away from my living area here.. anyhow.. 2day is also my 1st experience going 2 skol by bus.. after reaching skol.. my fren n i went 2 library.. actually our class is nt tat early .. the purpose we go there tat early is 2 find some reference book n cn get 2 do some revision there.. n something else.. i get 2 learn things from her.. n she might teach me a lot.. sometime i might also get confuse n blur bout myself................ >> hw ever 2day also my 1st lesson in english subject.. lecturer teach us hw 2 pronounce correctly in word n teach us 2 search 4 pronunciation from dictionary.. 2moro my family is coming here 2 kampar while passing by their journey 2 K.L. .. i could feel the time is passing very fast every second, minute... n nw is already my second week schooling in kampar.. anyhw i feel enjoy , fun , excited study here...

The Third day schooling

2008-05-27T15:36:00.000-07:00

2day is my third day schooling bt i still feel excited.. Everything go smoothly till 2day... while in uni.. i get 2 kw many kind of fren from many places... till 2day idin actually face any difficulty , problem.. bt i knew tat there will be problem,temptatiion 4 me 2 go through n overcome it on the coming days...

ice-breaking n tele-match

2008-05-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

2day.. it would be my 1st 2 experience the variaty of game.. at 1st.. i thought tat it would nt be tat fun bt it's wrong. While playing the games , i get 2 kw many fren from many places n knowing all type of their attitude . all the games was quite fun n i really enjoy it. other then tat.,another things tat plays in my mind is i get 2 kw a fren tat might be special 2 me.. a friendly ., active .,cute.,good personality person. tis person looks familiar 2 one of my fren in my secondary school.. maybe tis led me 2 draw more closer 2 her.. .>>

the 1st day i attend the orientation in universiti

2008-05-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

one of my roommate ,michael fetch me 2 school. While reaching the school,there were quite lot of people lining up .But at least , the few of us get 2 line up more front compare 2 others. After handing up the resit n we straight go 2 the lecture hall. the lecture hall is quite big n new while all of us sitting there wondering when the speech will end. other then tat ,2day was also my 1st time tat i din nt having my lunch because of the long line up. But during the speech,i get 2 kw more about the rules n all the facilities.Anyhw, 2day i at least learn something n getting some new experience. The thing i most worry is the 1st semester test of the foundation. the subject is more compare 2 spm examination. I hope tat i cn work hard n concentrate well n nt as lazy,fooling around as I was in my secondary school. Hopefully tis time will nt bring me any regretful

life in utar

2008-05-20T21:44:00.000-07:00

hopefully everything will go smoothly the first day going 2 attend the orientation.